This dunya wont ever let you choose Islam, I’ve realized. To follow Islam the right way, the way of the prophets, you have to distance yourself from the temptations. You have to accept that very few will understand and even less will like you. You have to be ok with standing out. Hold tight onto whatever faith you have, and continue to live for the eternal life of the Akhira.
Child of Adam, you were not made of light like the Angels, nor were you made of smokeless fire as the Jinn were. So do not attempt to be perfect, rather pursue perfection. & control the fire that rages within you and do not allow it to consume you. Child of Adam, you were created from the earth; humble yourself.